Friday, May 22, 2009

The Liberator Within

I dedicate this to the 5%, Ausar Auset Society, and All the great Teachers of spirituality and Metaphysics. But most of all YOU! :~)

Why Liberation?

Ok! Why The Liberator Within? What do I mean by that? Lets I'm a student of the wisdom of the Ancients; Especially the metaphysics and spiritual teachings. These ancient geniuses used to teach us about ourselves, the cosmos, and how we relate to All. However, they would do so in the form of myths, metaphors, and legends. Many of the stories were at least three levels deep; meaning there was a surface interpretation and other esoteric(hidden) understandings to the stories. Many were based on Astrological/astronomical truths, and also the spiritual anatomy of wo/man. Now there are many such stories around, and many different interpretations to these stories; but I have chosen the concept of the dying and resurrecting saviour as my source of inspiration.

Many of these stories are centered around the activities of the sun...i.e winter solstice, spring equinox etc.

I want to look at the esoteric significance a little deeper. The sun represents consciousness, the will of man. It represents that which is aware, initiates, governs, and chooses in man (a capacity/faculty that is man in deed). Lets look at these stories from the perspective of the battle of the will of man (a.k.a. the war within Self).

Stories of the Self

Many of these stories are psychological phenomenon depicted in anthropomorphic (human) form to help people better grasp the concepts. This is the way the Ancient Sages did it! They told stories to help us understand. Why? Because understanding is a function/effect of the right hemisphere of the brain, which learns through visual/abstract means. It is the aspect of the brain that allows us to relate things to get the holistic meaning (big picture)....but back to these stories. Many of them (Jesus, Heru, Krishna, Quetzalcoatl...stay tuned for my 2012 post :~) )Deal with the Death and resurrection of the Consciousness/Will of man. Yes these stories...many of which are identical aside from the language, are spiritual stories that tell of the adventure of the Consciousness and spirit of man as he sojourns into the physical realm. This Self imposed adventure (initiation into the Knowledge of Self), begins at physical birth where consciousness is seeded/rooted into flesh.

Ok "what the hell are you talking about?" lol I hear ya, "and
"what does this have to do with the liberator within?" Lets find out!

The Journey Begins (Am I a Slave?)

Now Consciousness has began its adventure into the physical world. Now it gets amnesia! It forgets that its consciousness and begins to Identify with the physical world. Next thing you know its on Somatic (physical/body) lockdown! Thats right 23hr lock down (you know people don't sleep! The body begins to dictate our agenda. It tells us when to eat, when to sleep, when to have sex, when to get angry, when to get sad! It goes on further to tell you what you like, what you don't like, who you like, who you don't like. All of a sudden you've become a slave! A slave to your body! What happened to your Will? What happened to your freedom? Its not your fault! Also, its not a bad thing. In fact, its the reason why you're here. The next thing that you become a slave to is mind. "What?" Yes mind! We become a slave to mind. What is mind?

As soon as we stepped foot out the womb our conditioning began. Our identity was dictated to us. Our ideologies were given to us. Everything that we Identify with was either imposed, implanted, or adopted, some good, some bad. These things begin to make up the construct we call mind. Thats right! Mind is made up of experiences, that creates conditionings, that creates addictions, which leads to more experiences which repeats the same conditioning, which reinforces the same addictions, that strengthens our Somatic and Mental Slavery. Yes I know you thought that was you. I know you thought that you liked that, that you believed that, that you loved her. So did I! Now its time to get free! Its liberation time! Here's how!

Pert Em Heru! (Coming forth by Day..aka Wake Up!
Now we've had our ah ha moment! Look at our lives. Why do we do what we do? When did it start? Can you identify the first time you felt that way? This is the first step in our path to freedom. Can you re-member? In Kemet (Ancient Egypt) this is symbolized by Auset(Isis) searching to put together (re-member) the pieces of Ausar. It starts with some deep introspection into ourselves. Identify those negative conditonings that have you unhealthy, unhappy, prejudice, selfish, poor, etc. Point them out! All of them! In fact, point out every conditoning you have...even those we don't consider negative (remember our mind is a construct of these things). It will take a while...but it will all be worth it in the end.

Giving Birth To The Saviour

Now we have these conditionings identified as such conditionings! Things that we inherited or picked up, but things that we are not. Now the next thing we're gonna do is ignore them! This is IMPORTANT! You are consciousness (awareness, perception..not what is perceived). What you perceive or pay attention, you give/direct energy to. What you direct energy to you will see manifest/materialize (this is the SECRET) for as science has taught us, energy and matter are two poles of the same unit. Remember that chain of command! So we will ignore these negative conditionings! Get emotional about ignoring them! See yourself acting out the positive. See yourself joyful at acting out the positive. See yourself at peace in the situations in which these conditionings would cause you to normally act. Be devoted to this! And before you know it, you will have given birth to your liberator (Will).

Now we have given birth to our Liberator (will). What does this mean? This means that we are free to choose. Free to choose which behaviors to accept or ignore. We no longer act off of impulse. We are properly Seated where we belong...above (Heaven is our home!). Above our thoughts; Above our emotions; Above our actions! We become master and controller over all of these. Now we're ready to battle the lower part of Self! We're ready to battle and defeat any and every thought that is adverse to our freedom before it even becomes an action. Feels good doesn't it? be free? to be liberated? Watch you accomplish things you never thought you could! Yes you are the Saviour! You are the Liberator! You are your own "Miracle" Worker!

I hope this blog finds you all in Peace! I love...!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places

I've been having a couple of conversations as of late about this thing we call love. Now before we can even have a serious discussion about the term "love", we must first have a working understanding about what it is exactly. Many arguments and disagreements begin over different understandings and interpretations of this word. For example, a man can say to a woman, "I love you woman", but in his mind the meaning of love is "damn woman you so fine, you can cook, the sex is great, damnit I love you!" and a woman could say "I love you man" and mean "you're faithful, you keep me safe and secure, and you're a good listener, plus you're good in bed". Although they are both using the same word, there are some differences in what is meant by the word. As of late I've been asked by some sisters "Do you love me?" "Do I make you happy?" and my answer is sweetly and seriously "no" "No I love..." "No I'm happy...". Now some may say "damn that's cold" or "damn what a jerk" but give me a second to clarify what I mean by Love. I don't mean love the way the dictionary means I don't mean love as a deep feeling of affection or sexual desire or attraction or attachment... not that these thing s are bad but its just not what I mean :~). By love I mean I understand and by understand I mean I recognize the underlying connection/relationship between all things and think, live, and act accordingly. In other words, I recognize the interconnectedness (inter/inner) of all life and understand we all need others to exist in this Uni(one)verse. So lets get to the heart of the matter.

No, I Love...

If love is understanding, and understanding is recognition of an inherent interconnection and oneness I know you're thinking why do I say no when asked if I love this or that person. The reason is because Love is an aspect of Being. It is my inner connection to ALL. And in my recognition of this connection I know its not to love this or love that particular thing or person but just to Be my Self! To Love! To be a loving Person. This is why I say Love is not attachment. It is obvious that our persons are not connected. We are surely separate in form....but ONE in essence. So to say that I love a particular person or a particular thing is to say that I love the Form which is nothing more than attachment to the form which will always constantly change. You see this is a problem with our usage of the word. We use it in reference to our attachment to the forms that are in our lives. So one may say "I love a certain person" but as soon as the Form changes i.e. the person is no longer a certain way that you've attached your mind and attention to, our "love" changes and leaves with the form...."I used to love but then!!!" lol.

To Show Love You Gotta Know Love

How can one show something, or give something they've never known? Most people live viewing others as a means to an end. They only do things for people based on what they can get out of people in return. Or they give out of some tainted sense of self righteousness....i.e. its mandated in their religion as a ticket to heaven. But I look at it like this...Love is selflessness. If I am (my essence not my form) one with all, then what I give, or do for others I ultimately do for SELF. But only through Knowledge of Self can one truly know/show love. Otherwise we go on in life "loving" based on getting for our form in which we think we are. Love for SELF is selflessness....Love for Forms is Selfishness! (Y'all think over


Remember when we used to play? Yea Play! We would go outside and play with those around us. Have you ever noticed how children will always play together! Even if they don't know each other they will play together. Even if they fight one another...they will go back to playing together. There is no sense of what I can get from so and so down the line or any hidden agenda or manipulative motives behind their playing. They are not thinking about how the next child will add to their form. All that exist for children is enjoyment of playing in the now. This is innocence. This should not be lost because we become adults. We should not begin to see people as means to an end. Sure we should enjoy our experiences and time with one another but this joy should not change just because The form changes, or the person can no longer fulfill the false purpose we've imposed on them. Another problem is we're always calculating and scheming and expecting! That's the big one...expecting. We all say we love this or that form...we grow attached to it based on the service it provides...and then we attach our expectations to it. We define it. We plan on it. And as soon as our expectations are not met...."Peace!" "I 'm out" Holla! Is this love? Love is Giving Seeking No-thing in return!(yes emotion is a thing as well).

No, I'm Happy...

When we know our Self and apply what we know that is wisdom. The fruits that we produce for our application of this knowledge is Love. When I know my Self and Love my Self I am Secure within my Self. Neither my love, Happiness, or any other emotion is attached to externals....I AM Centered. Now I can really Love....this is everlasting love. This is everlasting happiness. It all stems from within...not without. Have you ever seen someone who didn't love themselves? Someone who wasn't sure of themselves? Someone Insecure? That's a tough situation isn't it? Its difficult for that person to give those things right? to show love? When we look for love, joy, and peace outside of our Self, we are looking for love in all the wrong places. Also since we look for these in the transitory, the finite forms, what we find will never last. Then we end up like Vivian Green on and Emotional Roller coaster !... (lol Peace Queen Green!)


When we get back to Self Centeredness we get back to oneness and when we get to Oneness we get back to selflessness and when we get here we know love because we know Self ! let It marinate! Peace